"You are walking down a path toward a cabin. The cabin has three doors, one in the front, one on the right and one on the rear. Each opens into its own room in the cabin. You choose one door to open, and inside represents a path for your life. There is no mistake, the choice is simply yours to make."
I open the front door of the cabin.
I see myself sitting at a table, working on lesson plans, grading papers, focusing on my teaching.
I take it, my inner heart is telling me to focus on my teaching for now and let the rest of my life just be.
Sounds like a plan.
I will miss the sessions; they gave me focus, a place to safely explore new emotions, to ask questions about my new single life, to dive into my inner heart to seek what I truly wanted for myself uncensored by my Aquarian logic, to have a chance to get out of my head and into my heart.
I will miss the people who prompted me, who gently pushed me into seeing what they saw in me, and gave me a chance to share what I saw in them.
I will miss the leader who challenged me to go into my heart and guided me to see what I truly wanted and believed I was worthy of having.
It was here I first knew of "The Man Across the Bridge." It was also here I acknowledged I had met him, crossed that bridge, and now continue my journey. Nowhere in this blog did I ever mention The Man represented a long term relationship. I, too, believed that is what he represented. But, no. He merely represented a relationship. And there will be other relationships, other bridges to cross.
It was also here I opened "The Box" and discovered I already possessed all the tools I needed to continue my journey. I just need to remind myself.
Things happen for a reason and at the time they are supposed to happen. So, I'm just going to sit for a while and watch what does happen. And when I am ready, or the Universe prompts me, I will get going. But, for now, I need a breather.